A poem Entwurf

In the year 2015 at the airport in Japan
at the check-in, there was this man
He looked terribly tired and ill
and told me busy, to wait still
It seemed he was late and in a rush
Who had guessed that he would meet his crush?
Then "it's ok. You can come" he said
Oh, I was so glad!
My suitcase was way too heavy
haha it happens steady!
130 dollar he wanted from me
dollar? We're in Japan you can clearly see.
I wanted to give him the yen
He started looking around then.
When no coworker was there around
he overstepped his company's bound.
He whispered to me, "it is okay.
You don't have to pay."
He smiled at me like we were friends
I almost wanted to shake his hands.
I said thank you so much
and grabbed my clutch.
Later on at boarding time,
I met him again, that new friend of mine.
Later on I found out, that this guys name was Jun
He mentioned to meet up soon.
He seemed to be honest and charming,
pretending to be everyones darling.
The color of my underwear he wanted to know
Oh my god, guy take it slow!
The size of my underwear he asked for next
Should I continue to send him a text?
Awkward was my first thought.
A friend of mine laughed!
"What creepy guys you always meet!
But at least, he looks kindly and neat."
A few month later, suddenly he stopped talking to me.
"I'm too busy, can't you that see?"
What has caused this? I had no idea.
My vacation in Japan was not yet near.
One day he said "I hope we can be friends."
No further messages, nor calls, so it makes no sense.
I'm chasing shadows
in the dark dark meadows.
I asked if we still gonna meet up on April sixth or seventh.
No reply until the day present.
His friend meant, he is just too busy with his new job in the sky.
And I was left alone, with the question why.
Why can't he just say that.
Is he afraid, I could be that old woman with the cat?
One day back in the past,
he mentioned "one day I will be your boyfriend", holy is he fast!
Probably he realized, he has gone too far
Actually he only loves his silvern car.
He is very superficial
Hell yes! This is official!
"Honestly, what do you want with a guy with such a bad music taste"
My best friend joked in a haste.
A 30 year old man who adores Backstreet Boys!
Sorry dude, I prefer metal noise.
On April 26 he replied
"sorry I can not see you" and then he was quiet.
I asked for the reason "no reason" he wrote.
"I donot like u i am sorry" he shout.
And left me back with a confused mind,
How could I be that blind?
Actually, I knew something went wrong,
but when I asked, he wasn't able to move his goddamn tongue.
I wanted to know, if I said something, that offended him,
But probably I'm just not that thin.
For him to reply I'm waiting,
On a sea of confusedness I'm sailing.
He started begging "please please donot talk to me anymore".
If I do, will it be that sore?
I asked this question just in my mind and got this evil smile.
He texted back for a while.
I was bored, that's why I gambled this game, which is not fair
If he doesn't like me, why would he care?
The conversation is silly as hell,
and I still have this hard shell.
I wont leave him alone,
unless he told me the reason, I already know.
Hope he realized his obsession for me went too far
Almost as deep as for his Audi car.
He felt offended
cause his love was not responded.
So he moved forward with his job in the sky,
will be working as flight attendant until he die.

Oh, Mister Jun was able to reply
seems he isn't that shy
I dont like you he said
after only 3 month he laid
Please please don't talk to me, he was begging
I was not able to stop texting
He believed, he wont see the sun
for me it could not have been more fun
But he still didn't a reason mention
guess he just want some attention

I'm too strong for such a teddy bear
But, Jun, be aware.
I know where you live
I could act like Kaloyev...
Sure you didn't kill my family nor have you been responsible for
But you are begging to torture you more.
You have no idea, who I am
You're gonna lose your job so damn